| Nov. 21st, 2005 @ 10:44 pm been a while |
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Mood:  plain me.
Music: none.
it's been a while, and i've effed things up just like i always do.
yeah, i'm bored, been bored for the last 7 hrs, just sittin here being bored, decided to write again and see if anyone notices.
i'm sick and it sucks i have a sore throat, and that plus singing = teh suck. then and i'm all stuffy and have a cough, GOSH GO AWAY!. yeah so basically i havcn't been up to much of anything lately, i think that i should get back on track with my solo music and read more and write some maybe.
the family part has been alright, a lot better recently.
i still have tons of college apps to write.
he girls part is over, i am going to pursue one more local christian girl relationship, and if that falls through that's it for the year. i'm sick of getting turned down, i mean what did i do except for be am awesome kid. i guess i don't need a relationship but when you're in one everything else seems to fit right in. i dunno... maybe i just need God again. it's monday night. 1.5 more days of school till thansgiving, i love turkey and my extended family i can't wait to get away from fl life here and go up to visit.
my friends here in fl are weird. i know they love me, but i don';t see it, yeah i bitch a lot about it but i mean cmon, i don't know how much more lying to m face i can take and how much more booze fests for that matter. can;t we grow up the right way and stop trying to be cool. life is way more than getting drunk and hooking up i mean can;t we go to the par kand throw a frisbee around, sigh, i don't think it'll ever be the same. and now that most of my close friends cept vargas have a girl, i aint gunna be seeing much of them anymore.
seeing alex and talking to her is nice, i could use a friend that is a girl.
i like thinking aloud to this journal as stupid an idea as it is, it works, so yeah whatever. i think i'm going to get my unifor ready for the morn and head to bed, love you. night. -sean |
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